Can i talk to someone who knows how I’m feeling right now pls

So here’s my deal

Zayn fucking Malik is my dilemma

I hate it absolutely hate it

I HAVE TO VENT AND IM EMBARRASED TO TALK ABOUT IT IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS JUST BECAUSE THEY’RE MY FRIENDS AND I WILL SEE THEM EVERYDAY

as ive said before, ZAYN MALIK IS FREKING SEX ON LEGS OKAY

SEX

ON

LEGS

and it hurts everytime I scroll through my dash and then I just nonchalantly scroll down and

BOOM

THERE IS A PICTURE OF MALIK RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES

needless to say every picture of him is so damn sexy I cannot

Can I just meet him and get this over with I thought this was just a phase that would be over by now BUT NO ITS STILL ONGOING

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

AM I THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS THIS MUCH AFFECTION TO A BOYBAND AND A BOY IN PARTICULAR

I’m fucking mental